Uncertainty strengthens the feelings of anxiety -
these in turn protect against rash actions.
Ã‚Â© Karin Obendorfer (*1945),
Some time ago I was with Laura on Kinky Planet Party. It was nice, but the party has not then quite blew me away. Neither the party as such, nor the music or the people (Laura, of course, except) there are very hit my taste.
At that time, I ran the first time a familiar face on the way (a former colleague, with the I have not worked long in the same company with which I have not had too much to do. However, she had not recognized me at the time – which was also very convenient to me. Actually I wanted at that party also Florance get to know, but due to the bad party it was short because, then gone and we have not met.
Recently I noticed the flyer up in the hands. Music sounded good and why not. Until yesterday morning, I forgot about him, however,. Laura and defect since at short notice to speak to Lara I TG_N in the forum asked for accompaniment. Nadja came forward and evening we went wrong….
Short PVC Dress, Lackpumps, black hair, green eyeshadow, dark red lipstick – angestrapst the whole. In short, I myself was quite satisfied, when I looked in the mirror. A funny, carefree evening could begin.
The carefree part of the evening was finished directly after the occurrence. My first glance fell on a girl in the store. my mine I was petrified and confused. A pair of feet in front of me stood a Azubine from my company, which is in my department for several months (ja genau this…) Although she looked in my direction. However, she looked at me not directly. Meanwhile, I'm quite good at it, hard to show reactions. I caught and passed her.
Thus it was with the light-heartedness over. Place on the dance floor, we hung around the rest of the evening at the bar. The next few hours I've been busy with my colleague. She looks just restores, they do not look again, she has recognized me, how should I handle it. Although Laura said the last time “no one would recognize you” – However, in a subject, sees me every day I was very (no very very) insecure. In the reactions or better the lack of reaction from her but it seemed so, that they did not recognize me… cool.
My place at the bar, I'm seeing everything, but not in the focus of then but not yet left. (Except for a small trip to the toilet. And I've overlooked a way of three stages and I almost stumbled (hmpf as if I could not walk on it – mist) Silly mishap, but not really bad. The worst case scenario would have been if I had lain down and SUPERGAU I would still like to lose my wig. Sogesehen so it was okay.
When I later looked on as the bar on the other side, I said Florance (bisdato you I only knew of two profile pictures, ) seen. But I also was not sure – because it could have been a real girl. Nadja fared well and thought independently of me “if I did not know better, I would say, that over there is a sister” Thus, it was clear. It was Florance with a female companion. Both came closer and we got to know. (Very sympathetic)
The store was empty and at the end we were almost just as. except for 6-8 other people ( My colleague also still) The music was slow and a little later we were asked to go.
Severe situation (brighter light, very few people in the cloakroom – my colleague, I un some others.) Da ich
a) I said nothing and
b) they have not looked at directly
I can not say exactly, if she has thrown me or looks and whether she had recognized me.
Tomorrow morning I will certainly reference any (or just really no) Reaction to know more…
Incidentally, in Rock, Corset and boots with good looks from the class. She should wear more often – it probably does too – but of course not at work.
Musically the party was actually properly.
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